After everything you have the check to text me stupidness. Well i've cried over you, i've kicked myself over you and now i well party over you. You mean nothing to me nothing at all for as long as i have people i love and people that love me by myself i know i will get through it. PEACE OUT BITCH!

If i was writing this yesterday there would be so much anger and hatred in this but now that i've slept on it and i'm calm i guess things worked out for the best. You can't have everything and you can't have people that lie through their teeth in your ear. People that constantly make you feel like shit everyday and make you feel like they are the innocent one when they are far it are not worth your tears.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, love sucks, why does it have to feel like this. Why could it be simple. Why does love have to have so much emotions involved. Why does being in love make you so open to get hurt? Why does it allow you to feel these feelings that feel like the best feelings in the world and when your sad it feels like the worse feeling in the world. What to do What to do!?

I love this song by ashanti.

The Way That I Love You lyrics

Songwriters: Douglas, A; Hutton, L T;
After all of this time that we triedI found out we were living a lie

And after all of this love that we made

I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I loveThe way that I love you

The way that I loveThe way that I love you

The way that I loveThe way that I love youI woke up kinda early today

And something told me from that moment it wouldn't be the same

It felt like you were hiding something

But I didn't push it, I didn't complain or say nothing

I tried to act like I didn't see it'

Cause deep down I knew I didn't want to believe it

But there it was, it was you and her

You left your Sidekick on the nightstand and I read

Everything you bought and everything you said

And now I'm standing here looking like damn

I thought it was you and I

Now I all I got to say is, why?

After all of the time that we tried

I found out we were living a lie

And after all of this love that we made

I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love

The way that I love you

The way that I love

The way that I love you

The way that I love

The way that I love you

I notice now that when I'm around

You be trying to lock the door, whispering on the phone

Now wait a minute since we been in this house

You ain't never did this before, tell me what's this about?

I tried to sit and say to myself

This here is too good, he don't want nothing else

But there it was, it was you and her

You left your credit card receipt inside the Beamer babe

Everything you bought and everything you spending

Now I'm standing here once again

I thought it was you and I

Now I all I have to say is why?

After all of this time that we tried

I found out we were living a lie

And after all of this love that we made

I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I loveThe way that I love you

The way that I love

The way that I love you

The way that I love

The way that I love you

You lied, you lied, oh why?

Why'd you have to lie to me?

Why'd you have to lie to me?

Why'd you have to lie to me?

Why?

After all of this time that we tried

I found out we were living a lie

And after all of this love that we made

#I know now you don't love me the same

The way that I love

The way that I love youT

he way that I love

The way that I love you

The way that I love

The way that I love you

I'm fed up of feeling the way i do when your out at night enjoying your single life and then you have the decent to come to my and diss me for going out for one night! Sometimes I wonder why i bother i hate feeling this way for you i wish i didn't i wish i could get other you the way i got over the others. But it's much harder then i thought I love you but the same way your action shows that you have moved on the same way i need to take that step and move on as well and start out fresh. Day in day out i barely get through the day without thinking about you, who your with what your doing and what your going to do next and it hurts. It may be hard to get through a few months without you but i know when i'm ready i will eventually.

You know what i don't even care no more and to be honest i don't think i ever did or i'll ever will HA KMT.

What i've just acknowledged has crushed me so deep.

I just can't go on any more and i can honestly say I give up.

It been nothing but a game i wish not to play.

All this time I had been treated like the villian but really i'm the innocent one.

Today will be the day that i cry one last time.

Tomorrow will be a day you will be a stranger to me.

I really wanted to make you so happy i really wanted to give you the world.

But at least I will carry on with my life with no regrets and just a brighter future to look forward to!