broke

All i see is roads so straight for everyone, i look around and i see trees that have grown with not a scratch or a broken branch in sight. I then look at my tree everything is broken, nothing is growing. I start to doubt my self thinking will it ever grow?

I feed the plant, i give it water, i give it everything it needs but it still don't grow. All thats left is the broken branches and marks that I've left on it that wont go away. I pray that one day my tree with grow straight.