Anger!!!

Right at this present moment I am so so angry how can he say that after all we have been through and after what I give up for him and he tries to drop that shit on me saying I’m selfish and how I disrespect wtf!!!! I do flipping angry serious because what I said had nothing!! Nothing at all to do with what I promised and he goes again and uses the shit against me. This is the type of shit I talk about we people say that don’t judge you they need to look the fucking word up in the fucking dictionary because it not fucking on. I told exactly why I was not sure about this relationship and he basically told me I had a secret plan all along fuck u how the fuck can you say sure thing!! Yea I’m smart yea I know that I’m good at what I do went I do it doubt about that but that does not prove anything! I’m sick and tired of the continual accusations that are approaching too often. I have not done anything wrong and the get a custard pie thrown in my face. What for? Just for saying what on my mind and telling you that I want to think about it. These are the reasons why. You keep pushing and pushing and pushing for fuck sack how many times do you think you can fucking push me before I fucking jump huh!! Does he fucking what me to jump right now but this is too much I’m so so so so so so angry so so angry fuck it I’m going to the fucking gym kmft.

I love this guy I really do but why does he also have to do this he does he always have to think like this why does he also make me feel so low and make out that I will go to any existent to get what I want! Yes his right but not in everything. So things are important so things are not but I know that I want to live my life to the fullest and I can’t when I feel like he is sometimes holding me back…